Tis the season of asking forgiveness. But the old way – beating-ones-self-up, guilt, shame, and endless self-criticism as motivators for change – is no longer applicable. Plus, it’s bullsh*t. Let’s do it better – with T’shuvah & Ho’oponopono!
So, since I feel called to course-correct myself and my biz…
I invoke two higher principles:
T’shuvah & Ho’oponopono.
T’shuvah = Return to Alignment. (Hebrew, often translated as “Atonement” or “Repentance” but more accurately, it means return to the original state.)
Ho’oponopono = To Make Right. (A Hawai’ian process of healing, through gratitude and asking forgiveness.)
In my relationship with you, dear reader-listener-watcher, I realize fully that I have been less than responsive. And so…
1. I ask your forgiveness for my lack of presence with you
I’ve been on a quest to prove to you, beyond all doubt, that…
Now Healing is not about me. I’m not “doing healing” to you.
It’s about you… plugging directly into the larger field of Healing & Wholeness.
But… in attempting to take myself out of the equation, I maybe went a little overboard. I’ve been a bit too removed!
My secret “sin” here, for which I ask your forgiveness, is my compulsion to hide. To over-protect from external influences. Because they distract me from my holy flow. Because I’m easily distracted. Because it’s a job o’ work to stay Centered while engaging with other people, sometimes!
So I over-guard my sacred space. But I’m in the process of healing this response (emphasis on “process”!!!). I’m constantly fiddling with my filters and tweaking my boundaries, those slippery little buggers.
My deep intention is honor my innate introversion by upgrading my field of filters, while transcending my habit of hiding and over-protecting… to stay in service to you and to my calling.
So… if I have not been present and engaged… if I (or my team) failed to respond to your emails or questions in a timely or complete manner, I’m so sorry! I’m working on this!
2. I ask forgiveness for… my communications with you
If you ever felt that my emails were too hype-y (or too frequent!) please forgive me!
I am hyper-aware of hyperbole, and always intend to avoid it, to stay in Alignment and truth.
But if you ever felt “marketed to” rather than “informed and inspired”…
… then please accept my apology and please know that it is my deep intention to stay in Alignment with Wholeness, not hype!
If I have offended you by commission, omission, confusion, lack of clarity, lack of brevity, or miscommunication… please forgive me. Or for lack of clarity about certain offers and products. Or for the clunkiness of any website tech.
So if I pressed your buttons in an upsetting manner, please forgive me!
3. I forgive others too:
Some people were upset about my “Heal the Trump Situation” video, or my stand against the Q-anon cult.
I forgive them for not knowing what they do, and for allowing themselves to be duped and sucked down into the baser human instincts of blame and fear and hatred of “the other,” and for distracting us all from what’s really essential: the work of healing the climate emergency and humanity’s relationship with our fellow living beings and with our home, this earth.
And I forgive myself for succumbing too much to overwhelm – and not doing enough to heal the climate emergency and the fascist resurgence. I vow to do more, every day!
Let’s Make it Right… and let’s Return to Alignment…
… by Disentangling all of the above and anything else I missed. I Reintegrate it all with my highest expression of service to you and the planet.
Ultimately, I’m here to hold open the doorway for you to enter your highest healing space, to plug into your own source power… for the purpose of expanding the field & flow of instant Wholeness. Some might call this purpose Tikkun Olam (Hebrew for “healing the world”).
I am so grateful that I get to do this! I am so grateful to be in it with you!
But for all the ways I have missed the mark…
I’m sorry, please forgive me, I love you, thank you!
Love and Wholeness,
Hi, I’m Elma Mayer, Founder of Now Healing. My higher purpose is to amplify your innate instant-healing ability – whether you are an advanced healer, or just starting out. And shhh, just between us: my secret ulterior motive is for you to not only heal yourself and your loved ones, but the entire planet! Tens of thousands of people have used my Now Healing tools to do incredibly effective instant-energy healing, with ease. And you can too. Let's do it now!